I Really Don’t Want to Be the First

After countless reincarnations and repeated deaths, Xu Xiaowen discovered an extraordinary yet perilous blessing: the first BUFF. This unique trait ensured that no matter what he undertook, he would effortlessly achieve first place, only to meet a sudden demise on the same day. Exhausted by the cycle of victories followed by untimely deaths, Xu Xiaowen made a resolute wish in his latest life—to live humbly and aim for the modest goal of surviving until the age of eighty.

Determined to avoid the pitfalls of his first BUFF, Xu Xiaowen resolved to live as an unremarkable waste. However, fate had other plans. Despite his best efforts to remain inconspicuous, he found himself inexplicably transformed into an almighty superpower. Now, Xu Xiaowen must navigate the complexities of his newfound abilities while desperately trying to avoid the tragic end that has haunted him across lifetimes. Can he break the cycle and finally achieve a long, peaceful life, or will his superpowers lead him once again to an early grave?

Alternative Names:

• Xu Xiaowen’s Curse: The First BUFF Chronicles
• Eternal First Place: Xu Xiaowen’s Struggle
• Breaking the Cycle: Xu Xiaowen’s Journey
• The Almighty Paradox: Xu Xiaowen’s Tale
• From First Place to Superpower: Xu Xiaowen’s Life
• The Curse of Excellence: Xu Xiaowen’s Fate
• Xu Xiaowen: The Reluctant Superpower
• Defying Destiny: Xu Xiaowen’s Reincarnation Saga
• The First BUFF Dilemma: Xu Xiaowen’s Quest
• Living to Eighty: Xu Xiaowen’s Ultimate Wish